GIRL WANTS TO FIT IN
The girl that wants to fit in.
I am doing what I think is right to fit in
I see you people and look for the space of win
Show you that I am like you and you will connect with me
Please see that we are one and more power as we
Yet I am still on the outside confused to what is next
How do I get in and be apart of what is best
Try harder going faster my self is driven
Ignoring thyself and that which is given
What is it I am not seeing in this storm of emotion?
My head keeps telling me the ways of motion
Stirring and twirling of the thought of notion
Yet I feel the trauma of being not real
Trying to fit in to the world the deal
My body gives out and slams the doors
The true dealer of truth brings me to the floor
Past behavior doesn’t work anymore
What has worked before is gone but why
I sit still and express and cry
The wall is here no place for me to go
That is the mind the one of control
My heart is screaming to be heard right now
Is it stronger than my mind that one I allow
I scramble and look to others for my answer
Found out they too have same controlling master
This is not the way of the heart
Must release and find my start
Detach I say and go within seek inner knowledge to release the sin
Look to love of self and gift to others for the reflection within
Therefore I speak of my lesson only
No Judgment or blame of them on me
How do I fit in I say
Is only be truthful in all that I say
The gift I receive I need to gift it away.